It's been sooo long that i've written in this blog. So, today, i want to write about what have happened on 21st of March. It't the moment of truth where we can know that what we have learnt during 11 years and the hard work paid off or not. Me? I think I actually veryyy veryyy grateful to Allah because He gave me something that I don't deserve to have it. Ya Allah, after all this year of, Alhamdullilah, it's somewhat can make both my parents proud and finally I can see the happiness in their face. I know they've spent too much money on me just to see me happy and they sacrifice many things just to make me felt like I am a princess. So, now it's time for me to make them smile and proud to have a daughter like me. It's such a burdensome for me because my brother pass his SPM with flying colors and already further his studies overseas. So, people around my family already saying that I'll be follow my bro's footsteps. You know that feelings? The feelings that there is something heavy on your shoulder, and the feelings that saying 'you'll be total loser if you fail this'. I know some people know that feelings. Therefore, i've tried really hard to beat him, but yeah. It's just one level below him, but still, im proud of myself to have my results. But, now im wandering around open this and that website just because I want to further my studies in medical field. But one senior that I know said that JPA no longer taking medic students, so that's why she told me, she doesn't have any junior in this field. MARA?! hmm, i really disappointed because everything related to medic want at least A- in add math. And I feel sooo depressed seeing this thing. So now i know why additional mathematics is really hard and important. Because of that. But that senior said, that medic and add math have nothing relate to each other. Why o whyyy? What I'm gonna do for this? I really want to be in medical field. Not just because of my parents, but I'm really curious and excited just at the thought of being doctor. Yeah, I hope, there's a way for it.

Insyaallah, always believe in Allah :)

Today is Friday, and which is the start for 2 weeks holiday, semester break.

Our exam finished on wednesday, then we had teachers' day celebration yesterday.

Happening, really new style of celebration. Idk why, maybe it's our last celebration at secondary school or whatsoever, but it's full of happiness. Thanks to Allah for giving us such nice teachers for teaching us thing we don't know. Your sincerity and sacrifice to teach us is undescribable. I'm very grateful to have such nice teaches around me. Sorry if I make mistake and sorry if I hurt you during your teachings. Sorry because I can't make you feel proud enough to have students like us. But, Insyaallah, we'll pay you back in this trial examination and SPM. Insyaallah. Thanks, teachers(:

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Okay, so that's my speech for my beloved teachers. I mean ours.

So now, im gonna tell you about my life. Hectic life.

Firstly, Im hook up to the song titled Who You Are by Jessie J.

The song is just amazing, i mean the lyrics, it's so beautifully amazing. Its tell us that's to be true to who you are. No matter how pretty or ugly you are. Be true. Be yourself. Because that's what's makes you beautiful, in your own way. Ignore the hates from the haters. They're just busybody in your life. Stick to your friends, i mean true friends. But ya know, sometimes friends can hurt us. So, it's the best to be alone. And play with your little own world. But having friends alongside is much cooler and amazing. They can help you in your life. Now done with friends and whatever my stories is, i want to update about my exam.

So now, i have my physics marks. It's kinda new for me because it's my first time I got B in my physics. Alhamdullilah. Thanks Mdm. Zubaidah. From now on, I'll work hard to achieve A in physics. Insyaallah. I just understand about physics. And it's very interesting subject ya know. It may involving many calculations, but what you know to know is the concept and what they want to tell you. Dont worry Chemistry, you still my no 1 subject besides biology eventho both of you were so hard in mid-year. You both kill me, kill my brain. T_T I think i'll get C in my biology and chemistry. No hope for getting 7A's in this exam. Maybe about 5 or 6. But it's okay, because i can see improvement in my scores. I got 33/50 for my bio's paper 1. Opppps, maybe i shoudnt state here. Embarrassing. That's what you get for not study and playplay during the lessons. Im sorry Mdm. Fairusz. And congrats for coming-soon baby. I hope he/she will be as cute as you :D And to my future bio's teacher. Please teach us patiently. I think that's all for today. My mom is yelling at me to take a bath. Okay mom I'm on my way after this post. I need to halt all my activities involving online from now on. It really eat my times. Gahh, =='' It's my fault, I know. From now on, I'll be focusing on study. I'll be back after SPM. Goodbye darlings, goodbye. ;)

Loves, x

Syafiqah Said(:,

25/o5/12. 

Whoever live in Malaysia, hot weather, right?

Today i had my RC exam. Goodness, so many points i left out. Sad le ;'(

I set my target for 7A's so its kinda sad if my target not working out.

Fyi, i got my bm marks today. Alhamdullilah, i got A+ for once in my life in BM.

Thanks Mdm. Roslina for reading my not-so-good essays about 'peranan ibu bapa'

Sorry guys, gtg. I have a lot of work to do. Tomorrow, Bio's time.

Before that, i want to watch A Love To Kill.

Korean Drama about, err. Revenge? Love? Whatever, but it's so sad plus sweet drama. Bye (:

Penat & exhausted.

Same meaning right? but totally different.

Today's pesko really gempak.

That is because i dont run today, im not in the desaton :P So, i cant feel what is the pain of you guys going through today.

wekk, serve you right, juniors.

Me and my friends doing some business today, we're selling beverages and some snacks. We faced some problems from the start because we don't plan carefully for the business. So, we had troubles with the ice cubes and fruits that need to be cut. But Alhamdullilah, everything settled down with the help of Ais Geting.

The ending is, we're successfully done today, but i dont think we're getting profit. But what is more important is experience since this may be our last time selling together at our beloved school. One more thing, i feel so proud of 5Alfa&Beta(those who participate) for bringing some laughter with their 'lawak jejaka' today.

I dont feel like want to write more. Im lazy and have many more things to do. Now, i regret for listening to the songs for few hours. About 2 hours. Masyaallah.

I need to study !

Study!

Study!

Kbye guys.

Assalamualaikum and hello.

Suddenly feels like want to bring this blog back alive. But have nothing to say ;/

Wants to play gaiaonline soooo much. Yeahh, sooooooooo much. But don't have mouse because it got stolen by my bradeeer. How dare u? >:( Besides, i have to stop from playing that game before I got obsessed like last year. I play gaiaonline from midnight to morning without sleep. Duhh, remember it make me feel like i've been doing so many things that i shouldn't do.

Eh, got to go. The korean drama, Wild Romance is starting. The last episode i think :'(

So kbye guys, :D